I'm Okay

Sometimes my hands grip the edges of my bed sheets

I can't stand to feel the emptiness on my left

I usually sleep in the middle of my bed because that's what I'm used to 

But sometimes...

Sometimes I find myself rolling over to the right to make room for no one

That's when I can feel the emptiness next to me

The space that you used to fill when you visited

But those days are over and will never be again

But even though sometimes the emptiness spills into my heart...

I'm okay

And I don't cry anymore

I can't even force myself to cry

I don't even cry when I hear Slowing Dancing

I just feel loss

I feel discomfort

I feel rejection

But I don't feel sad

I don't feel sad because I know I'm better off without you

And it's taken me this long to realize it

But I'm okay

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I'm in love with love and I fall for men who aren't available.
Emotionally.
Physically.
Geographically.
And sometimes I feel like just giving up trying.
But I still have hope that I'll find someone who is available to me.
Emotionally.
Physically.
Geographically.
Mentally, I suppose that should be included too.
And although I'm in love with love, it gives me hope someone loves being in love as much as I do and therefore can love me too.
Because I still have hope and I won't ever give that up.

Bristol Palin is Not a Star

So, last season of Dancing with the Stars, Nicole Scherzinger won and it was kind of annoying. Duh a professional dancer is going to win a dancing competition, it would be shameful if she didn't win. Although, it would be nice to see celebrities that don't normally dance be on the show - like it was in the beginning. But this season there is something bothering me again.

Now, I want to point out in the previous paragraph the word celebrity. Star is another word for a celebrity, a.k.a. someone who has a job in the entertainment field.

And Bristol Palin is not a star.

I'll give it to Wikipedia for discrediting my opinion when it defines celebrity as "a person who is famously recognized in a society or culture." Yeah she is recognized because she's the daughter who got knocked up by her boyfriend and her mom just happens to be Sarah Palin, but again - Sarah Palin is not a star either.

Star - see also Actor, Movie star (from Wiki) So here we go. The lead indicating the most important performer or role. (Wordnet).

One - the Palins, neither one of them have a leading role in anything.
Two- Sarah is a media attention hog who wishes she were a celebrity and Bristol is just along for the ride.
Done.

Bristol Palin is not a star and she I don't think she'll win DWTS because although she's gotta pretty face, she's not that great of a performer and doesn't earn the right to be on the show.