Last Page (#17)

I wrote on my last page of "I'm with the Band" today.
Yeah I know, it's been like two years since I've called my notebook that.
And it's been a long time since I've written in it.
It sucks not having time to write.
I'm just so relaxed when I actually sit down and physically write something.
It gives me so much more release than typing my thoughts on a computer.
(This entry was written down first BTW)
I miss writing as much as I used to.
I miss a lot of things that happen around the time I received the notebook from one of my best friends.
It was a better time then.
I actually had a life.
But things change and we adjust.
And we start a new chapter in our lives.
Or in my case, a new notebook.

I Love to Bake (#16)

I bake when I'm bored
Especially when I don't have school or work
One summer I made...
Six batches of cookies
Two pans of brownies
A pan of cookie brownie
A pan of lemon bars
A cake
A cheesecake that turned out really terrible
And an Oreo cream pie
...within two and half months
And I usually make a batch of cookies at least once a month
Not really lately though because school has taken over my life
But I made puppy chow
A batch of cookies
And coconut and chocolate cupcakes with cream cheese frosting and sprinkles
Just in this past week
I'm surprised I don't weigh 300 pounds

Antique Room (#15)

I recently bought two old cameras.
They're from the nineteen teens.
I've decided I'm going to start collecting antiques.
One day I dream to have my own home
...and in it I'll have a special room
...that will look like a different era
...because it will be filled with antiques
And in that room I'll have...
A chair
A desk
A notebook
A pen
And a record player
It will be my room to write and read and listen to music
I'll have a wall of my photography
And I'll go there to relax
It will be perfect

In a Perfect World.... (#14)

Everyone would believe in love being able to conquer the world
People wouldn't fight
People would respect their elders
...and children since they are the future
Time would heal all wounds
People would break up with their significant others only if they cheated or were simply a bad person
Couples wouldn't get married if they had doubt it wouldn't work, which would eliminate divorces
Alcohol wouldn't cause hangovers
...or cause health problems
Tanning wouldn't cause skin cancer
Cancer doesn't exist
And terminal disease don't either
Auto-tune doesn't exist and only people who can actually sing are famous
John Cusack is my age, is as romantic as he is in his movies and wants to marry me
People wouldn't touch the glass on doors and would use handles, leaving less cleaning for workers
Girls wouldn't wear cakey make-up or over tan
...or be bitches
Guys would approach me to get to know me, and not expect to take me home
Bad food doesn't exit
...and doesn't cost a fortune
No one suffers from hunger
...or homelessness
Athletes and celebrities aren't overpaid
I could afford school without loans
More people would publicly follow my blog
Losing ten pounds in two weeks is easy and I can keep it off
I am on Glee and/or am recognized publicly for singing
I am recognized for my photography
I could afford my dream wardrobe
...and house
....with all the furnishings
I could meet Freddie Mercury and Elvis
I could see my friends whenever I want
I marry my soul mate
BFF's really are forever
You'd just tell me sorry
Love DOES conquer the world

Don't Be Sorry (#13)

Saying sorry and being sorry are completely different things.
You can say you're sorry to someone for something you did wrong or hurtful.
You can think you really are sorry.
But most of the time you say sorry just so you feel better about yourself and to keep yourself out of any further trouble.
But saying sorry and being sorry are different.
Being sorry mean you won't mess up with the same mistake again.
Being sorry means never having to be sorry for the same thing ever again.
Never again.
Forgiveness should only happen once if you mess up a first time.
If the person you betray forgives you multiple times, they either really trust you, or they're foolish to forgive you.
Don't ruin your chances if you ever have someone to forgive you.
Don't hurt them again.
Don't make them go through hell again.
They obviously care about you.
So don't just say sorry.
Prove it.
Act upon it.
Make them know you are.

My Heart is Now Goo (#12)

Update (#11)

So I've discovered that taking the time to sit down in front of my computer to write a complete blog takes a lot of patience.
Especially writing one everyday.
This whole 25 blogs to Christmas thing is hard!
But I do have four in the works...
Which gives me 14 and I have five days til Christmas...
Where the heck did the time go?
I've been working on editing wedding photos therefore I've had no life this past week, but those are done now and I'll be updating the logues tomorrow!
Now I'm off to make puppy chow.