I Wasn't

You'll always be the one I want when I'm feeling the most alone
Wishing you'd come back to me just to see what you've done
You've released me from the worry and pain that you caused
Of never knowing when the next time you'd be gone
And as much as I know that I am better off with you away
It's easier to picture my life if you would have stayed
But I would still have the worry of never knowing if I was enough
And apparently I wasn't

You'll continue on in your life of never being satisfied
Because as many times as you felt I was the best thing for you
I wasn't

I keep waiting for the day when you have decided to come back again
Realizing that I was the only person to make you happy
But apparently I wasn't