Monday, February 14, 2011

I think I want to be committed

I just want to be locked away somewhere for awhile and avoid all human contact.
Maybe it won't hurt so bad if I'm just alone for awhile.
Writing won't keep me from going clinically insane this time because I'm seriously on the verge of it.
How many times do I have to open myself up to someone and let them stab me in the heart?
God, give me the strength to live my life with optimism because I know you have someone amazing for me.
Why do you test me?
Why must I go through this heartache so often?
Why does it hurt so bad?
I just want to be alone.
I don't want human contact from anyone.
I just want to lock myself in my room until I'm able to go confidently in my stride again.

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